I want to be a robot-2

I want to be a robot -2

If only i were an insensitive robot

Them my life will be better

When that did not happen,

I peeked through the peep-hole

Lips, eyes and blood vessles

From the pain and suffering the forest

After i couldn't take care myself

I am with heavy burdens. 

If only i were a painless robot

Then my life will be better

When that did not happen,

It invades my sense

Love, feel and pain

In the dark days of misconceptions

I am with irreversible love. 

If only i were a ruthless robot

Then my life will be better

When that did not happen,

I drank alcohol everyday

Numbness, dizziness and dissatisfaction

In the dishonest life of an demon

After stealing myself

I am with meaningless tomorrows. 

Nov11.2020

Minsetwai