White Clouds

White Clouds…

White Clouds…

If i die 

May you continue to shine

Like a star in my universe

Because you

Is my world , my moon, my star and planet. 

White Clouds…

If i die

I want to be Closest to your universe

Let it happen again like Epsilon Eridani

Because I want to reconnect

With some of your kindness. 

White Clouds…

If i die

When i become a supernova

You are add fuel to the flame

Encourage me like that

Until i became a White Dwarf. 

White Clouds…

In the truth of my like

Pencil scratches in your painting

Event those things couldn't be forgetten

In my mind

When i finally die

In my dealth

Let me take your name to my heart

When i was born again

With your name, my love will live again

In the wonderful universe

And to your paintings

With a loving heart

Let's paint together. 

White Clouds…

If i die

Do not think

That my heart and my memory

Will die too

In many of my existance

I will always carry your image

But i need one

That's just some of your kindness.

 

THE END

Nov15.2020

Minsetwai

I want to be a robot-2

I want to be a robot -2

If only i were an insensitive robot

Them my life will be better

When that did not happen,

I peeked through the peep-hole

Lips, eyes and blood vessles

From the pain and suffering the forest

After i couldn't take care myself

I am with heavy burdens. 

If only i were a painless robot

Then my life will be better

When that did not happen,

It invades my sense

Love, feel and pain

In the dark days of misconceptions

I am with irreversible love. 

If only i were a ruthless robot

Then my life will be better

When that did not happen,

I drank alcohol everyday

Numbness, dizziness and dissatisfaction

In the dishonest life of an demon

After stealing myself

I am with meaningless tomorrows. 

Nov11.2020

Minsetwai

I want to be a robot

I want to be a robot 

I want to be a robot

Living with abominable values of human beings

Duties and benefits

After learning through bindings such as

Behind the scenes with empathy

fists clinging silently

I did not dare to fight again

Living by their orders

Going to the place indicated by them

In my desires and thoughts

Really,

I want to be a robot.

My brain is forever numb

I want to keep it out forever

Their empathy was lacking

My heart is asleep forever

In the source of people's minds

By the hiding of man living ago

I want a maching for them

Everyday,i would work non stop

Really,

I want to be a robot.

I want to tell my father about it

And then

I also want to tell the sea

I also want to tell the horizon

I also want to tell the ants

That are carrying food

Really,

I want to be a robot.

Sep23.2020

Minsetwai

NOISES

I'm Not Child-16

NOISES

The sound of dripping ego and ideas

The cursed voice of the accuser ,

Without a reason

The sound of being stabbed in the back

After getting pain by those sound. 

The sound of love sacrificed in the best hope

A contented voice of dark red in the heart

At night,

These sounds are broadcast loundly

Before the noise in my room. 

Rain is also a lonely sound

The howls of mosquitoes are terrifyingly

Dogs barking is also the sound of bad events

The screaming of evil-bird was mockingly

After listening tirelessly by those sound. 

The sound of a beautiful woman ,

She trying to invade

A deceptive voice with her hidden Maya

Please stop! Between after and before

By those sound. 

Now recovered from anaesthesia

I'm bored of such naughtly noise

After then for me,

No sound is best sound

Everywhere

Everywhere. 

4:29AM

Oct30.2020

Minsetwai

My Baddly Poetry

 MY BADDLY POETRY

Whether it is poetry or not

I swear it was a poem

It is not like any other post-modern poets

It does not contain tender-hearted 

and the political words

But ... It is my poem.

It does not contain praise words to parents 

and laughly words to the comedy

It does not contain kowtow words 

For your respect

In this poem, 

Does not contain hately wars words

And supported words to help the famine.

It is a poem without any essence

But ... It is my poem.

It is just want to be a poem

No one wants to read it

It is a poem I wrote

But 

It does not contain 

The isms of great masters

And 

No related word the 

new language-poetry

verses

lyrich-poetry.

And

No mention about of forests or mountains 

Not include about of cities or cultures in it

But ... It is my poem.

Do you believe it or not?

This is poetry.

I have written this poem

Prove it.

Oct11.2020

Minsetwai

Hopeless

Hopeless

Everyday,

Deadly virus

Is it for the biological walfare?

However very disgusting.

The age of confusion

Run with disarray

Keep on running

But

It gets closer and closer.

Now

My mood of expression

I feel agoraphobia

I lucked the force to against it

I lucked the endurance

And i can't brave

Please, help me!

I want to be escape.

Sep11.2020

Minsetwai

The Fool's Paradise

The Fool's Paradise

Cynthia
She stand still
By tranquility.

Azure meteorite,
my childhood buddy
Give my deciduous teeth
With new behaviours.

According to my heart's desire,
My subjective's willingness
Is uncompetitive.

I need to open
My hidden agenda
For dark gate.

My culture environment is
With a Devdaru tree
With a statue
With a prideless smile
With a natural rightness
And with my freedom intellectual.

Aug 20.2020
Minsetwai

Images Of The Mind

I'm Not Child-11
#Images Of The Mind  

A calm sea He will be intention or hate Because they ignored his emotions. 

 A gentle breeze
He will be the fire of hatred or curses Because they betrayed him. 

An emotionalist
What does he have?
His heart had the fire of ignorance Because he couldn't change the restrictions. 

 An deceitful woman
What does she still want to crack-down
A calm sea?
A gentle breeze?
An emotionalist?
Her eyes have the fire of lust
Because they doubted and raped her.

She.....
By the life of feeling and the mood of expression
Look like the abstract art
Look like a beautiful vase
Look like a poisonous snake And look like an innocent child.

But No one will notice
She could be......
She could be a calm sea
She could be a gentle breeze
She could be an emotionalist.

Jun11.2020
Minsetwai

CORONA

I'm Not Child-10

"CORONA"

CORONA is a criminal
He brought to people, that is valley of death
The future begins to feel the CORONA-PHOBIA
And then
Suddenly, The Sky-highly towers fell to the ground.

CORONA tracked to the people
People tracked to the CORONA
And then
CORONA Killed beautiful things in the world
because, they were for sale in the market
That is CORONA'S purgation.

TRAUMAS spread in real life for people
Some were watching without afraid
But CORONA keep on running in their city
This process is like a lawless one
And then
CORONA boldly set the flag of death in their city.

CORONA'S flag has floating in the deadly-atmosphere
With their filth
with their ingenious eating habits
With Crow's eyes and masks
And then
Suffers came in the heavy rain
And then
They accepted everything
And then
They were hope again with imagination to resettle
But without CORONA.

12:12AM
Mar19.2020
Minsetwai

Black Of Black

I'm Not Child-9
"Black Of Black"

Black
Black of impure.

Installed in the blank of black
The deceptive dreams,
Tha hystric eyes,
The exaceribotaion pain.

Black of feels
Black of clefts
Black of tricks
Black of tears
All conflicts was black.

I got black omans
Out of the secret dark
Out of the confused meaning
Out of the cage
Out of the sense.

Sure,
black is endless.

12:02AM
Jan16.2020
Minsetwai
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Poetry Man

I'm not child-8 (minsetwai)
"Poetry Man"

Come and dig my heart
There are past of me
There are feeling of me
There are sacrifice too
I throught that and I was born with poems.

My brain and My blood
There are the places,
where sex is a source of poetry.
My life and My hands
There are the places,
where meditate is a source of poetry.
My eyes , My ears and My nose
There are the places,
where soft mattress is source of poetry.
My soul and My body
There are the places,
where quieted recline is source of poetry.

I slept with poetry
I brave with poetry
I fought with poetry
I failed with poetry
I sacrificed with poetry
I with poetry
I with poetry
For the whole my life.

If i die,
Can my poems die?
my poems are not to die for
Can i live forever?
Not sure what.

One thing is for sure at me
What I'm hungry is poetry
The only thing i workship is poetry.

Poetry is the eternal for me
poetry activates me
poetry gives me power
poetry brought me close
poetry ……… me
poetry ……… me
poetry ……… me.

I'm in the between poems
When they give me a beautiful burial
This is a how come out
It will be poetry.

6:28AM
JAN4.2020
Minsetwai

My Divine Mother

"My Divine Mother"

I thought, Love is being stupid together
Really, i barked the wrong tree barked -
- with my future
Finally love isn't training ground for life
However, i concepted over confidence to her.

Oh....My Divine Mother ............,
I was awe inspirting in your manipulations
Yet , You are black widow with the your charms
And you give me the deadly poisons.

After That,
i was losing emotional connections with my despoir
Also Brain - Dead and my life was not commonsensical.

Oh....My Divine Mother ............,
Have very strong by Your climate changing
Yet, also my heart was transfering-
- such as the burnt-achre
And also my love has been clapped_out
Thus, also you will not become eternal recurrence -
- into my eternally love.

Dec23,2019
Minsetwai
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Her Lover

"Her Lover"

Her Lover was,
A heroic and like a mountain

In order to her tragic past,
He is the healer to her.

 For her black shades,
 He was made cleaning its,
 with His lovely sky.

 He was a hero in her heart,
  His love will be great
 With his sacrifices.

In her vision sticked his love,
On the throughout her life .

Thus,
she was again and again bow down to him
In her internalize.

Her lover was,
Who can truly change her every mistake.

Because of him,
she designate as a benefactor to him
when her life was turned out to be fun.

After her family includes him,
Never come thorn,
Never come wrong decisions,
Never come too bad a life
Never come sad at her family life.

 Her lover was her husband,
 whom she loved very much.

Dec16,2019
Minsetwai
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Two Frozen Rivers

[I'm not child By Minsetwai]

"Two Frozen Rivers"

 To express regret
  How can I die by my face?

 How the Vibration of the nerves
 From my voice
 It shows the best I can described
 You Believe it.
 
 The whole chest was Feeling irritable
 Night between the two of us
 I Fill in the fire to burn.

The girl With a thick eyebrows,
She came step closer me
She slowly bite my jaw for won't hurt.

Until I can't note nothing
It's going to be dawn
I feared of dying it is
When the shadow come in the my memory

Your old job ...
It's place is another place without me ,
It's place isn't my chest.

How could distance to enough hundreds and thousands?
We make a promise for don't do Jealousy
and don't do Restrictions
We was cleansed to our love
Now, how do I fine Strings to tie you?

Maturities freezing to us
For you like cold
This cold will be bitter to you
It's cold in my heart
Will be Open space.

 And that's about a hundred years old
 If we have to stay away
 In your responsibly night
 You absolutely freeze to me
I will cry with freeze.

 You don't want to say anything
 Our love
 Suddenly the plane crash ?

 Someone was wrong
 Nobody not makes a claim
 We are suing ourselves
Really,
Life is not allowed to do anything for us
Back to back
It was like crying out loud.

But
Until I get freeze
You don't have to be freeze
I need it most
It's like my main artery.

March23.2017
Minsetwai

Teachnological and Human

"Teachnological and Human"

Wanted to Teachnical liberation
from Teachnological confusion
It's Emanation Theory effected to humans
Fuck! Age of over confusion.

Only days of depression for me
I want back nature in sometime
Look up! Class formation on online
Again look up! Class struggle on online
Againe and again look up!
The confidence tricks on online.

What is mean the conventional lierarlism
Need the Technological revitation for us
I known if need, there are criminal act
Generally, act is the defamation.

I am middle class with my misperception
But their group evolution is enable to knavish tricks
For that, will be added me
By the individual rationalism of them
In the jaw-breaker
In their instrumrentallism.

However, should be link free for All peoples
But only link free for them
Let it be.

Truth justified belief
Modern sensiblity is side effect on online
Althought, my mind guard is meaning confusion
Lest have been much of a muchness
Between all and everything.

Especially, Technology are pick pock on online
The pirate products are our data for this
Not equal us for their processes
Althought, let it be.

Oct12.2019
Minsetwai

My Information Gap

"My Information Gap"

Every open mind
Every stay in the psychological experience
Every want to the psychological liberation
Every not see to the generativity versus stagnation.

Then
I meet the psychological warfare
Even if Simulacra by them
I Shared-Sterotypes them.


Then
I standing at the wrong horse and do hurriedly
I like factitious of life
With wrong opinion in my general wall
Badely off my future
Cage sb in the concept formation
I lose from Evolutionary revolution
Because i don't understand to community values.

NOW
After myself fact-fiding
Fact and figure of my imformation gap
Is the unintimacy versus isolation.

Thus
Please give the passive immunization me
I went to covering my information gep with this.

Oct 11.2019
Minsetwai
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